I LOSE AND HAVE EVERTHING IN THE SAME TIME

 

29 years, you lose and have everything

I stay between fool and genius in the same time

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Career, I already decided and what I want for my life

What do people want to do for their whole life? I never thought before I realized by myself that I should make a decision about a thing that I want to do every day. Why did my parents never tell me this before?

All I want is to make money easily, spending it for my life and sharing it with other people.

I felt much more sense about people and how they put a huge amount of effort into their life.
There are people who exchange their time with money. There are people who drink their coffee every morning without worrying about the income they will get or even they are actually afraid without telling others? I’m so sorry I just see the surface.
The older I get, the more that I knew, there are three kinds of people. First people who have money but no time. Second, people who have time and no money. Third, people who have money and have time but don’t have accompaniment. I hope I was wrong about those categories.  

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Tough partner for starting the little family

Maybe I will marry him because all the fantasy was proved wrong.

Having an ordinary company is something that I beg for my god. Someday, on Tuesday evening, in a small cute coffee shop we see each other. I catch his feelings, his thoughts and even his intentions. Never thought he is the one, I thought he was just like other guys who I need to ignore and forget. Then, the messages are still up, I don’t really understand him. This ordinary guy, just an ordinary companion at this time, I don’t beg the world for him.
One, two, and three times, my life was prettier than ever.
Who do you wanna see for your whole life?
Who do you wanna take care of your whole time?

Who do you wanna be with for your lifelong?

I think him.


Emmas.